Feeling helpless is almost the worst feeling someone can have when they love someone, and they just can't "fix it".
I've felt that a few times in my life.
One… when my only sibling was diagnosed with schizophrenia several years ago.
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Some days I feel like a sad two year old needing a physical hug and kiss from her Daddy.
Some days when friends let me down, when children say mean things, when my heart is heavy, when, when, when…
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I tried. I tried so hard for you. I wanted this more than I've ever wanted it before.
I cherished the weeks we had. I cried when I had to let go. It doesn't seem fair that it was taken from us so quickly.
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I sometimes wonder how much you can handle. You. My blog reader and friend. How much can you really stomach? How much honesty?
I’m putting you to the test today.
I have to unload this. I can’t hold it in. Today, the pain is too much to handle.
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I'm feeling awfully vulnerable and sad tonight and for some reason I feel brave enough to post.
I feel alone.
To fully understand why you'd have to know my life. I have no relationship with my so-called Father and haven't for 7 years. It's a long story, but cutting him out of my life was not only justified but also necessary to my sanity and heart.
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