Today I'll hear the words that will either change my life, or put me back on the path to discovery.
***more blood work ordered***
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i tested positive for something serious. i go into the specialist Wednesday to confirm and, hopefully, begin a treatment of the disease. there is a chance that it's a false positive but given my symptoms, it's a very, very small chance. i'll share more about it later this week.
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Every day my skin now reminds me that something isn't quite right inside my body.
This body that was created to be healthy and function properly has been rebelling against those truths.
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I visited him today.
His family had been to see him recently, as the grave site was covered in valentine's decor.
The 'Dad' spelled out in pink and red and white flowers tugged on my already fragile emotions.
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t's so annoying that I'm 31 and still straddling the fence of joy and sadness thanks to some childhood demons of mine.
I remember growing up and thinking that when you become an adult everything should just be happy and anything from your childhood should just be "fixed" And if it isn't fixed then that is your fault, grow up and get on with your life.
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