The funniest moments will flash a wave of grief over my heart like the mighty ocean tossing and turning during a hurricane.
I can be watching television, or driving, or listening to the radio, or simply sitting on my porch and the littlest thing will wash over a feeling of grief I've thought had long since been buried.
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She said, "here's the astronaut gear" as she placed this vented 'mask' over my face while I laid flat on my back. My head was in a vice…okay, so maybe not a vice but I was locked in there pretty good.
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I've debated whether or not to share what's going on in my life right now or not. The reason being, is that I'm not sure what is going on. But, because I'm concerned… I've decided to go ahead and do so, so that I can develop group of prayer warriors.
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Bubbly, happy, super silly, joyful and carefree…
I need more of this in my life.
I feel these beautiful words dancing around, right above me, about to land on my soul at any minute.
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If you were to ask me what I remember most about my teen years, I'd tell you I remember how desperately alone I felt. How deeply I needed to be loved by a boy. How I'd sit in my bedroom at night, with the lights off, staring out the window at the stars and would pray to God {often crying} that he'd send me someone that would love me forever.
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