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t's so annoying that I'm 31 and still straddling the fence of joy and sadness thanks to some childhood demons of mine.
I remember growing up and thinking that when you become an adult everything should just be happy and anything from your childhood should just be "fixed" And if it isn't fixed then that is your fault, grow up and get on with your life.
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I'm sorry for the days I yelled one too many times.
And for the days that started off on the wrong foot because I was sick and exhausted.
I'm truly sorry that there haven't been more fairy tales, and make believe games and visits to the park in recent months.
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Close your eye
s my dear little ones, and let the dreaming fairy's whisk you away to a magical land.
A land where you'll float on a fluffy white cloud and beautifully colored singing birds will drop brightly colored candies into your open hands.
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The funniest moments will flash a wave of grief over my heart like the mighty ocean tossing and turning during a hurricane.
I can be watching television, or driving, or listening to the radio, or simply sitting on my porch and the littlest thing will wash over a feeling of grief I've thought had long since been buried.
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She said, "here's the astronaut gear" as she placed this vented 'mask' over my face while I laid flat on my back. My head was in a vice…okay, so maybe not a vice but I was locked in there pretty good.
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