Jun 21 2008

Feeling Emotional

Published by Admin at 1:50 am under

Maybe it’s because this Sunday will be the 6th year my beautiful Granny has passed on to her forever home. Or maybe it’s because last week was the 2 year anniversary of my Mom’s near fatal suicide attempt.

Or maybe it’s because of all the parents of babies with Autism. Or maybe it’s because of this family’s tragic loss of their little girl. It is likely all of what I just wrote. And I’m sure breing pregnant just adds to it. All I know is I’m rather emotional right now…tears flow and my heart is full and feels as though it’ll burst.

I’m also finally at total peace with my life now. I’m happy. I’m content. My business is where it always belonged (passive and on the back burner) and my family is where they always belonged (right up front … in the number one spot). I love being a Mom. Each day brings something beautiful.

Tonight I feel blessed…and I feel pain.

6 Responses to “Feeling Emotional”

  1. # Stephanieon 21 Jun 2008 at 7:00 am

    I love the part about your family being in the number one spot in your heart. That’s a very good place for them to be…

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  2. # Arikaon 21 Jun 2008 at 1:09 pm

    Aww Nell, being content with life. That’s where we all want to be - congratulations. And if you didn’t feel sad we’d think you were lying! ;)
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  3. # Jennon 22 Jun 2008 at 4:48 am

    (((HUGS))) Nell, so much going on in the world -

    Jenn’s last blog post..Who Says Brothers and Sisters Can’t Be Friends?

  4. # To Think Is To Createon 23 Jun 2008 at 5:15 pm

    I know, all the hard stuff can feel suffocating. You are a special light in this world, your family (and us!) are so blessed to have you.

    To Think Is To Create’s last blog post..Summer Top Ten: The Beach

  5. # Donna Don 23 Jun 2008 at 5:18 pm

    It does get overwhelming sometimes, doesn’t it? Cuddle & snuggle with your boys.

    Donna D’s last blog post..Wordless Wednesday

  6. # Tishia Leeon 02 Jul 2008 at 3:40 pm

    Sorry to hear that you were feeling emotional…but that’s to be expected. On top of being pregnant there were a lot of emotional things going on for you. Go ahead and be emotional, we all have a right to that and crying isn’t a bad thing…for me crying releases so much tension and stress. lol

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